I'm here.
Born again.
Skin and bones.
Small lungs, delicate chest.
The eyes that can't barely see the outside.
Felling ashamed.
Don't understanding nothing.
Here I am.
Born again.

You know when your super hero becomes the monster? no? That's how I'm feeling. When you see your whole family falling apart and you have no idea of what your life is going to be, you feel like nothing.
You look at yourself and realize that you are just a fucked up kid with no ground under your feet,
that everything that you belive since the day you're born is bullshit, the time seems to stop and kick your ass with reality. When the other ones are acting wrong or going bad it looks like they are the only one, and while this is happening, the same is going at your side, but you just don't realize it. I just want this day to be over.