I miss being a human. I miss bleeding. I miss the pain of discovering something new, and the way it hurts until you master it. The way the old bedrooms smell while you walk by the hallway with that open doors. That flickering light scaring the shit out of you while you keep on walking wishing for some monster to come and eat you alive, just to feel the adrenaline. That chill on your spine when someone slowly cross it's hands against your skin. To look someone in the eye and smell the fear, the weakness. That smell of old dirty books, leather covers and trashy magazines. That door noise when the wind slowly open it. To dive into a hot tub and feel the hot water take over you. I miss being a human.