I can't explain how fast this wicked feeling is growing inside of me. I can only describe it as a feeling cause I don't really know what it is, but it's coming out so fast, It's almost getting out of my control. It makes me cry, It makes me smile, It makes me feel like I'm really old and I already know this world like the palm of my hand, like If I look into somebody's eyes I will be able to touch the most deep feeling hidden in the soul of the creature I'm staring. It is making me feel everything around me quite different, like an ilusion crossing the border of what everybody can see and what only I can. It's kind of scary but familiar at the same time. It is taking over my sleep, my feelings, everything around me is really confuse. I can feel it on the tip of my fingers again when I touch the walls, the ones around me, It's almost magnetical, like a suicide, but where I die and came back, as if I could see the other side. I feel like I'm almost crossing the last border to find everything I've been looking my entire life, and I'm not affraid of what I may discover on the way.